"when will you come here and visit me?!", "i'll come soon, i miss you too" that's how the skype call ended. "woww, you're really close with your sister, me and my sister always fight especially when we wore each others clothes without permission" as they conversed, there i am just sitting at the corner and smiling with the so-happy-for-yall face. lmao. being the only daughter with four brothers tho how would i know how it feels like to have a sister.
i'm definitely not the type to go out for shopping/window shopping or wear jewelries/accessories or any lipstick (or whatever makeup besides a compact powder & maybe some basic toner) hahaha i don't even know how to wear a shawl until i was like 18 y/o & that even took me like forever to learn & wrap that thing around me (i didn't even know that there's so many types of shawl in thiz world!)
mostly said that their sisters are like their bestfriend, where they would share their problems with and get advices on life :') but not having a sister is not that bad for me, i have my mom as a bestfriend tho although i would always get jealous especially in high school when my friends would tell stories about their sisters but i'm fine noww.
well, thanks to my borthers i've developed such a tough character like i'm not gonna scream my life out if there's a cockroach passing by or get startled when the lighting strike or ran back crying when someone picked on me. i even had to change kindergarten since i'm always picking fights with guys. lmao.
since i've been growing up with four brothers, i used to hate befriending girls like i always had this perception of them being so weak and a crybaby (well, i'm actually a girl but i think i was tough loll) but when i entered high school and got into a fight with the entire population of guys in school, then i realized that the people who had actually helped and supported me to get through high school life were my girl friends. only then i got fond to having girl friends.
i met more great girl friends when i entered college :3 i cried so hard when college ended because i won't be seeing my unbiological sisters anymore since everyone iz going to a different university and we're living miles apart although there are still some who ended to be with the same university as me but still :'( but being the tough and independent me (well, that's what i think) i will get through this huhu missing you people so much!
