being AN UPPER FORM !

man it's tough no kidding -.-" NEW friends,,, NEW subjects to learn ! NEW classmates,,, NEW teachers to get along with,,,, NEW class,,, NEW dormmates,,, and also a NEW chapter of life !

MID-YEAR EXAM dah teramat sangat bangat dekattt !!!

yeah tu laa misi aku balek rumah ini !! suda due malam STUDY pagi-petang pon studyy ! fyi, org yg b'name AMATULLAH AMIRAH x pnah studyy bile balek umah !! well this is something new :)
yes,, i do study because i want to and because i HAD to :| proud of me? HAHA sorry to disappoint you but korea,, tetap KOREA ! :p

HEARTSTRINGS !

katam sudaaa~!! haish time2 nk exam bole plakk aku tgk korea ekk,, aku risau dey nk exam niiii,, serious -.-" aku mcm x yakin je bole bwatt tapi aku x nk kecewakan parents aku so,, i'll do my best i promise :)

TARGET ; 1A+... 5A and NO FAIL !



huh well tu laa target aku so,, jgn la comment either i have to put it higher or whatever =.="
Besides,,, aku ade bende nk share psl "someone" ni well it's a HE and he WAS in my heart....
tpi ntah laa as time flies aku da x de rase pape daa well that's too sad cos i kinda challenge myself to like someone until the end of school but sadly i HAD to let go... see the difference?? it's HAD to not WANT to... well it doesn't give me or him any benefits anyway if i keep hanging on to him right ? it'll just cause me more sin ! and i was looking kinda pathethic longing for him for too long !! because he just don't care,! yea sorry to disappoint you.. you may not care about me but somehow i  do care about you which i shouldn't be,,, but i just do... aku nk je ckp kat kau bende nii ;

you know why?? because now i see you're trying too hard to be someone that you're not,, yea mugkin betol kau ckp kau kene act cara bebudk tu act kalau x nnti diorg kate kau sombong,,, tpi just jgn laa OVER ACT... i don't intend to make you sick because of this,, i'm just telling you as a friend.. i'm done with you :) can you do me a favor ?? bile aku ckp or tnye kau bole x kau jawab dgn serious i'm not asking you to be serious just answer the questions seriously,, aku x kn tnye laa klo bnde tu aku dah tau,,, x de mase aku nk tnye org bnde yg aku da tau... :) and i know that you're having a hard time this year,,, just be strong !

wlopon aku x tau ape yg kau tgh alami tpi aku tau kau tenga tension,,,, xyah laa stress sangat Allah x kn menguji hamaba-NYA kalau die x mampu,,, igt laa bnde tu,,, mugkin kesusahan kau skrg ialah 1 cara ntuk dosa kau di balas di dunia ni bersyukur lahh sbb kalau ia di balas kat akhirat mesti seksa ! atau Allah rindu nk mendengar keluhan hambanye sbb tu laa DIA bagi ujian :D so, kalau ade masalah ngadu la kat Allah sesungguhnye Allah MAHA mendengar and jangan laaa lepas geram kau dgn maki2 org or ckp bnde yg x bgi manfaat kat kau,,, aku memang x payah kisah sbb it's your life,, but i'm just doing my part as a friend :) n aku bukan bajet alim,, aku just nk tolong :)

yeah.. i'm trying to be tough ! byk dey bende dah jadik tahon ni,, sedar atau tidakk dah nk masok bulan MEI dah !! whether i like it or not next year SPM :D studyy aku stakat ni Alhamdulillah semuenye dipermudahkn oleh Ilahi,,, aku boleh adapt ngan BIO,, PHYSIC,, MATH MODE,, SEJ,, hehe ADD MATH.. CHEMIST.. on the way ! emmm,, classmates ? well about them.. they are absolutely-positively-FINE :D well tiade org carik gado ngan aku aku x kn carik gado ngan org,,, tpi ade je la sorg-dua yg aku x ngam ckit,,, sikit je hehe...

DORMMATES,, muahahahaha looooooooooove them damn much XD haha they all make me smile,, laugh,, cry bcos too much laughing,,,, smile,,, laugh then cry Alhamdulillah i'm grateful to have them ALL :D wuhooo my world is upside down with them around !  shahira farhana + nisa + una + wanie + aina + iffa + fitrah..... ramai sgt laaa haha jgn kecik aty yee x list,, kerane korg maseh ade dlm list hati aku :D