Nevertheless

These days everything said or done by others are just so relatable to me in a sense of that one-sided feeling. lmao we had our English class today and learned about writing on compare and contrast essay. The lecture goes on as usual with the lecture, hitting on the slides explaining on how we should write our compare and contrast essay. That usual structure with the introduction and conclusion part and writing the body as in point-by-point method or the block method.

But then she explains on the usage of connectors that could be use in our essays so that there are coherence in between the paragraphs that we will write. As usual that common usage of 'however', 'furthermore', 'in addition' but then she stopped at 'nevertheless' and asked us "do you know what 'nevertheless' means?" well obviously most of us know the usage of it. So everyone just stared at her  with the 'duhh' face but still she insisted on explaining. "Nevertheless; its like no matter how hard you try to do something the results are still the same." she gave us a sentence as an example; "She had undergo plastic surgeries for many times; nevertheless, she still looks the same."

"Nevertheless; its like no matter how hard you try to do something the results are still the same." somehow the way she explains it caught me into thoughts as i would interpret it as, its the same thing as being on a one-sided feeling towards someone for a long time. When you've been on a one-sided feeling for a long time, you tend to have this nevertheless perspective of no matter how hard you try to do something the results are still the same, you're still on that one-sided zone that can't be crossed hahaha #sadlyfe well to be exact, sometimes you felt like you could actually cross that line tho i mean being acknowledge is good enough right? lmao or is it not. But anyways, i think this is gonna be like my favorite word of the year 'nevertheless' its just so relatable :")

if you're actually reading this post up to this paragraph, i would really like to thank you as i felt really honored xD so honored that you actually took the time to read on my two cents of what i felt during my English class today loll i bet this has got nothing to do with your life bhahaha so yeah people, please don't live your life with that nevertheless perspective. you should at least have faith and keep believing that good things will come as you keep trying and waiting :) as they say that;

p/s: been so long since i actually wrote something on this, sorry that it turns out to be such a crappy post on me being frustrated of having a one-sided feeling hahahahaha