03/05/2015 - ThisBelongsToMe..

Friday, May 8, 2015

Just felt like writing...
well this is like the first post that i actually wrote using my phone.. so yeah there's not gonna be much quotes just plain words.. this post is literally like a journal so feel free to read or to just walk away. HAHA
Actually, i just feel like writing since it has been a veeeeery long time since i last wrote an entry i guess. HAHA anyway this past few weeks had been a tough time for me, well actually coping with this IB programme has always been hard =_="
Not to mention the final exam for this semester 2 is approaching  ̄ω ̄ HAHA i'm gonna be screwed tho if i don't start studying now. hmm what more to say?
the things that had been happening for this past few weeks;
• my phone screen craked as i carelessly drop it on the road. YEAYY ME!
• suddenly got active on WeChat which i never really bothered using before
• celebrating countless birthday yet there's more to come
• completing my IA Chem experiment & now still struggling with the report
• gone through a lot of misunderstanding & got to know people more 
The best part above all is celebrating birthday! yeahh pranking & making event on my friends birthday really satisfies me :)) just so you know i tend to get too attached with people once i befriend them. like my friends from middle school & kindergaten i still remember them till now. it doesn't matter whether others would remember me or not but i'm for sure would remember my friends for a long time. I REALLY TREASURE FRIENDSHIP. ⊙﹏⊙
yep i admit this is like the longest entry i've made so far but nvm... HAHA i'll just continue writing >_<
the part that got me confused the most is trying to rational out the things that happened without knowing the reason why. I've been making lots of assumptions lately & most of it only gave me a bad impact! = ̄ω ̄= why did they do that? what is their intention? are they trying to test me? or are they playing with me? yepp i just have too many unanswered questions which in the end i would make my own assumptions.
I would always have this bad habit of having negative thinking whenever it's related to guys. I would always feel like they're just picking on me & wanted to make a fool out of me. i know that its not right to think that way but i dunno... maybe i've seen so many heartbroken people just bcos of a guy which makes me feel like i would always be their next victim. yeah i know. i have trust issues & not to mention low self-esteem HAHAHA
Well I think that's more then enough sharing hahahahaaa thanks to people who even read this crap ╰( ̄▽ ̄)╭ HAHAHAHA BYEEEE.

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