About to study Chemistry but suddenly felt like writing this entry, HAHA thinking that someone might be having a hard time.... me that is lol well everyone went through hard times but I think its a matter of how we handle it. Tbh, I'm not really in the right position of giving out good advises since I'm confused of myself too HAHA but it doesn't hurt to give some right?
Tough times; backstabbed, cheated, homework, friends, family problems, college, name it . different people have different things that made them went through hard times. I've experienced countless mental breakdowns, and obviously its not only me in this world. The toughest time I had was when I'm 14 lol its a freaking loooong story how I got bullied (?) but in short it effected me to the extend that I have a guy-phobia lol is that even the name? I HATED GUYS like literally & it scares the death out of me if someone is angry at me. but I'm overcoming that guy-phobia thing I'm socializing with them nowadays lmao
Glad that I have supportive friends and I'm going through the tough times with their help, but sometimes there's a point when you feel like you can trust no one . you're all by yourself even when there's people who wanted to help but you just refused. sometimes when you're having a hard time you just needed some space for yourself & when someone is trying to tell you they understand you, it'll just annoy you . I've experienced something like that. At that time, all you need is of course Allah and your mind; mindset, mind control, YOU control it.
But to think right with your mind during tough times its not easy, but you just have to have faith in you. sometimes, you might even feel like you too don't understand yourself which it happens to me too HAHA but calm down every problem has its solution. maybe it'll come in other way that you didn't expect it to . patience & stay strong . "you said like its an easy think" "you didn't experience what I experience" I bet some people might said this while reading . YES its not an easy thing to do and YES I'm not in your shoes but you too don't know what I've been through
nobody said that life is going to be easy but people often said that life is going to be hard but you're the one living it, so you choose either to make it easy or hard (?) everyone is given the option so you choose . life is what you make of it.
So let me just stop here since I think its getting boring and cliche HAHA whatever happens keep your head up, keep your heart strong !! you can always return back to God that is Allah when you felt like there's nobody who would listen to you or there's no one you can trust. Your prayers are heard 24/7 then again its back to you to choose either you want to seek help from Allah or not (?) you choose.
