ThisBelongsToMe..

2015 here we come!!!
Either we're prepared or not still time goes on... New Year party.. New Year dinner.. New Year confessions.. people celebrate the coming new year their own way . as for me here I am writing an entry & reminiscing the moments of 2014 HAHA xD

In just a year I got my SPM result, finished school, 7 months holiday, got my license, walked in for a scholarship interview, went to college & now finished semester 1, soon starting semester 2... so many things had happened in 2014 well don't even get me started what happened in the kpop fandom or else this entry will be a page long.. still more things to come, time doesn't stop, changes happens, it goes on...

"Hope we'll be in contact the next 10 years-20 years" "Friends forever." "We're not easily torn apart." funny isn't it? How time can actually make those promises pass by like the wind; you felt the calmness when it hit you but as it passed by you're left with just memories. Memories that it once hit you when the next wind blows again the same cycle happens. That's just how people walk in & out of our life . Some promised you forever but nothing lasts forever. Some promised you happiness but there's no such thing as happily ever after. In the end only some would stay till the end. That's what 2014 thought me. FRIENDSHIP

Back in high school you may have a clique of 12.. BFF of 5.. a year after don't be surprised when you're left with only 2 or 3 & don't worry although things end but memories remain. Never regret to get to know the people that left. Sometimes even the people that you spent a minute waiting for the bus could effect your life so much. In the future, you'll have the chance to meet thousands more people although they wouldn't be the same as the one that you had back in the days, it's okay because being with different is good. 

As for me, I could say that out of 100 people I befriend in this past years almost half of them is still in touch although only a few of them that really stayed still I'm grateful because now in college my new friends, roommates, classmates filled up the spaces for the other half. Me, I'm an easily attached person once I get close to someone it's really hard for me to let go & that's why I HATE goodbyes & break-ups well... although I've never been in a relationship I believed that break up is more painful then plain goodbyes so yeah HAHA but everyday I'm learning to let go of the things that's just not meant to be keep...