I have a problem here the problem is not others, its me . The thing is, I'm the type to put all the blame on me... well say whatever but yeah I always come to a conclusion where everything is my fault. My self-esteem is low yeah I know, I suck. The thing is with people is that most of them like to judge by them that includes me.
I heard this kind of saying a lot, "I thought you were different." "You're not what you look like." "Is this the real you?" well don't freak out yet, I'm not a criminal who murder people or something haha but yeah, maybe I'm not what you thought I would be. Let me tell you this;
I heard this kind of saying a lot, "I thought you were different." "You're not what you look like." "Is this the real you?" well don't freak out yet, I'm not a criminal who murder people or something haha but yeah, maybe I'm not what you thought I would be. Let me tell you this;
Well, maybe the problem is not others, and again its me. Maybe the way I look or the way I dress or the first impression of me got people think I'm the naive, innocent, harmless or whatever people define as "Good People" but in the end when you get to know me better I'm not that type you define "Good" well I'm not a party animal or something but just
a typical girl who loves socializing when people thought I don't . a typical girl who says 'Hi' & interacts with guys when people thought I don't . a typical girl who loves music as in kpop and likes seeing people dance & singing when people thought I don't . a typical girl who have a crush on a guy & gossips with girlfriends when people thought I don't.
Sorry but not sorry though. some said they were disappointed with me when I'm not as good as they thought I would. but you gotta know people have flaws. I'm not some angelic character who comes out from a fairy tale. I'm just human. I have friends, lots of them they could love me for who I am. So why can't others?
I'm not writing this entry because I just had a break-up or something tho.. hahaha I just want to speak up for myself & for others who always feels down just because they couldn't live up to other peoples' standards. You don't live for others. You live for yourself. When people tell you you're not good enough just tell yourself there are others who smiled because of you. Even when you think that you're worthless just remember even the things you exhaled could make a plant survive.
So if you can't accept me for who I am if you can't accept people for who they are. Then just find someone else, someone else that could actually live up to your standards. I'm not changing because of others. I know some of my attitude sucks & I'll change that but not because of others told me so but I wanted to. Because in the end it's not us against the world. but it's ourselves against the world. People walk in and out from your life the only thing that stays is you . So, you just be you & I'll just be me. ^_^
