2014 - ThisBelongsToMe..

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

It Goes On
2015 here we come!!!
Either we're prepared or not still time goes on... New Year party.. New Year dinner.. New Year confessions.. people celebrate the coming new year their own way . as for me here I am writing an entry & reminiscing the moments of 2014 HAHA xD

In just a year I got my SPM result, finished school, 7 months holiday, got my license, walked in for a scholarship interview, went to college & now finished semester 1, soon starting semester 2... so many things had happened in 2014 well don't even get me started what happened in the kpop fandom or else this entry will be a page long.. still more things to come, time doesn't stop, changes happens, it goes on...



"Hope we'll be in contact the next 10 years-20 years" "Friends forever." "We're not easily torn apart." funny isn't it? How time can actually make those promises pass by like the wind; you felt the calmness when it hit you but as it passed by you're left with just memories. Memories that it once hit you when the next wind blows again the same cycle happens. That's just how people walk in & out of our life . Some promised you forever but nothing lasts forever. Some promised you happiness but there's no such thing as happily ever after. In the end only some would stay till the end. That's what 2014 thought me. FRIENDSHIP



Back in high school you may have a clique of 12.. BFF of 5.. a year after don't be surprised when you're left with only 2 or 3 & don't worry although things end but memories remain. Never regret to get to know the people that left. Sometimes even the people that you spent a minute waiting for the bus could effect your life so much. In the future, you'll have the chance to meet thousands more people although they wouldn't be the same as the one that you had back in the days, it's okay because being with different is good. 

As for me, I could say that out of 100 people I befriend in this past years almost half of them is still in touch although only a few of them that really stayed still I'm grateful because now in college my new friends, roommates, classmates filled up the spaces for the other half. Me, I'm an easily attached person once I get close to someone it's really hard for me to let go & that's why I HATE goodbyes & break-ups well... although I've never been in a relationship I believed that break up is more painful then plain goodbyes so yeah HAHA but everyday I'm learning to let go of the things that's just not meant to be keep...


Well to my friends, hope that 2015 will be a great year together & thanks for staying. To those who left, thanks for being a part of me & I'll do my best to treasure all of the memories. To the people that I might meet in the future, let's be friend & get to know each other well. To fellow anonymous readers, thanks for being such good readers & the support hope we'll be closer one day ^^ WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015 --- THANK YOU 2014,,~!! 

Sunday, December 14, 2014

People & Me
I have a problem here the problem is not others, its me . The thing is, I'm the type to put all the blame on me... well say whatever but yeah I always come to a conclusion where everything is my fault. My self-esteem is low yeah I know, I suck. The thing is with people is that most of them like to judge by them that includes me.

I heard this kind of saying a lot, "I thought you were different." "You're not what you look like." "Is this the real you?" well don't freak out yet, I'm not a criminal who murder people or something haha but yeah, maybe I'm not what you thought I would be. Let me tell you this;


Well, maybe the problem is not others, and again its me. Maybe the way I look or the way I dress or the first impression of me got people think I'm the naive, innocent, harmless or whatever people define as "Good People" but in the end when you get to know me better I'm not that type you define "Good" well I'm not a party animal or something but just 

a typical girl who loves socializing when people thought I don't . a typical girl who says 'Hi' & interacts with guys when people thought I don't . a typical girl who loves music as in kpop and likes seeing people dance & singing when people thought I don't . a typical girl who have a crush on a guy & gossips with girlfriends when people thought I don't.

Sorry but not sorry though. some said they were disappointed with me when I'm not as good as they thought I would. but you gotta know people have flaws. I'm not some angelic character who comes out from a fairy tale. I'm just human. I have friends, lots of them they could love me for who I am. So why can't others?


I'm not writing this entry because I just had a break-up or something tho.. hahaha I just want to speak up for myself & for others who always feels down just because they couldn't live up to other peoples' standards. You don't live for others. You live for yourself. When people tell you you're not good enough just tell yourself there are others who smiled because of you. Even when you think that you're worthless just remember even the things you exhaled could make a plant survive.


So if you can't accept me for who I am if you can't accept people for who they are. Then just find someone else, someone else that could actually live up to your standards. I'm not changing because of others. I know some of my attitude sucks & I'll change that but not because of others told me so but I wanted to. Because in the end it's not us against the world. but it's ourselves against the world. People walk in and out from your life the only thing that stays is you . So, you just be you & I'll just be me. ^_^


Friday, December 5, 2014

Starting Over ^_^
Hye peeps!
Long time no see,,~ lol yeahh I've been leaving this place for too long now. School NO MORE it's college life now its IB LIFE as in International Baccalaureate life . What is IB?? well let me just tell you it's a programme that could cause death :))

Guess I'm making a comeback now.. yeayy!! bcos I felt like I need a place to write more now besides doing my Extended Essay which I don't even have a topic to start with =_= I'll just write here then..

A lot had happened in just like 4 months in college.. new friends.. new environment.. new me (?) but I'll just write that later well that's it then.. haha this is just an intro to a new life blog post.. & let's forget all those funny immature old blog posts okay >_<



Tuesday, January 7, 2014

The Start Of 2014 =]
Well this year I decided to post my entries in all English language :) 
well you see blogger is international and obviously I am posting my entries to share with the people of the world about my story,, so it's easier for everyone to understand it
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It's been a long time since I've updated my blog and now I have all the time for myself because I've graduated high school wuhooo !! Happy for myself  ! ^_^
and I have a total of 6 months before going to college or something....


Now Enjoying My 6 Months Holiday ! B)


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