2012 - ThisBelongsToMe..

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

what i wanna do,, it's up to me ! :P
huh,, well,, well,, aku x tau post kau tu untok sape?? tapi seriously aku terase :D after bace aku gelakk HAHA bagus sangat ke kau nk bodohkan org ? bagus sangat ke kau nk mengate org ? o.O



suke hati akulah nk tulis ape pon blog aku ! hidup aku ! ape kau susah?! it's my freedom.. what i wanna do,, it's up to me,, lgi pon statement aku tu GENERAL kott nape kau yg terase?? pahal kau sentap sangat ? o.O wei,, kau je ke lelaki kat dunia nii? TAK KAN? sape kau nak kate org x kn kawan ngan aku or x suke aku?? tu orang tu punye pasal laa,, kau pkir kau hebatt sangat ke kawan?

with that attitude of yours,, keep talking trash,, kau igt org suke keee? o.O HAHA just do as you pleased it's your life right?? as you said it's your freedom,,, fine so live your life as free as you want,, but remember kau x kan lari dari hukum Allah... keep on keeping yourself happy without thinking about others feelings,, tpi jgn laa mengeluh kalau satu hari nnti x de org nk kesa pasal prasaan kau !




and one more thing,,, jagan pkir org hamak sangat ngan kau,,, =..=" please... u're not the only one on earth ! aku da x suke kottt,, da lame stop kott agak-agak 3 bulan yg lepass,, da kosong daaa... so kau x yah laaa igt aku x paham bahase sangat,,, :D i'm not dumb.. bile aku kate aku stop mmg aku stop.. da noktah . ! so kau x yah nk risau,,, what i wanna do,, it's up to me !! so, suke hati aku laa nak suke sape-sape pon ade aku kacau hidup kau ke ? emosi kau ? mental kau ? kalau ade ponn so what...? o.O


huahua aku surrender ! i don't wanna fight... i hate fighting over something so immature :D

kau bengang ? DO I CARE ?! :D soo, just do what you want and let me do what i want !


THANK YOU :D


Tuesday, May 29, 2012

saye OKAY :D
huahua sudaa start cuti skola ! huh 1 bulan x balekk rumah ?! o.O lame dey,,, yeah senanye da tenga bosann tunggu cite LOVE RAIN loading ~~ haish,, cerite apekah?? KOREA laa =.="

Love Rain ! (Sarang-Bi !)
uwaaa cite die sedeyh~~ ==" sakit aty pon ade jgakkk... tpi x perlu la kott smpai nk nangis hehe homework ape kaba??? yeah suku je da siap okay lettuww :D

err,, stop ape yg saye OKAY nye ekk?? o.O erm,, well aku dah tawar hati huahua dengan siapekah??
x perlu tahu ;D org yg tau tuu diam-diam saje lah,,, tpi jgn laa ade sesape perasan ea ==" nape tawar hati? org kate cinta itu fitrah.. so, x salah kan?? yeah.. memang fitrah tapi klo x jaga jadik fitnah hoho bahaya maaa... kite ni manusia biasa iman senipis kulit bawang je ponn ibadah pon x t'jage ni kan plakk nk ambil risiko tanggung dosa bercinta,,, sape kate kapel je yg dosa? klo syok s'diri ponn bole bwatt dosa ape,,(ni igtkn diri s'diri ni)

huh bace novel ; CINTA HIGH CLASS karya ustaza Fatimah Syarha n Dr. Farhan Hadi sentap maaa,, =.=" memang aku tersedar habis laa Alhamdulillah dpt kesedaran :D thanks kepade ustazah Aniruz Damha sbb hadiahkan novel tu ! lepas bace memang dah kosong dah rase minat kat org yg b'gelar kaum Adam ni,,,, dalam novel tu ade kate ;

  " Lelaki bukan musuh kita. Mereka pun seperti kita. Ada cita-cita mahukan pasangan beriman.
Bantu mereka jadi soleh dengan tidak melayan. Selagi ada perempuan melayan,
selagi itu lelaki tidak tahan. Kasihan lelaki. "

conclusion?? perempuan ke punca segalenye?? the answer is NO,, pompuan n lelaki ade kelebihan n kelemahan t'sdiri just kelemahan lelaki selalunye kalah mlawan nafsu t'hadap perempuan,,, so.. baik aku stop sbb aku nak tolong kaum Adam :) huahua,,, ade org pesan kat aku "Serahkan cintamu pada yang hak. " so, I took her advice memang tu pon aku patut bwatt senanye,,, Ya Allah,, teroknye aku bile aku pkir balekk,,, haha sudaa laa klo nk cite psl bende ni buang masa je senanye :D

errrr,,, ape aku bwatt cuti2 ni ekk?? ==" haish terok,, terok,, aku stalker orang ! O.O siapekah ?!
JUNG YONG HWA . jung yong hwa . JUNG YONG HWA

JUNG YONG HWA !

Aigoo ~~ ==" bile lee habit nie nak bwang ekk?? sjak bile layan korea ni ekk?? haish,,, byk maa aku stalker,, meh tgk ape jee aku tau psl die,, birthday; 22/6/1989 so tahun ni; 23 tahun lahir kat; Seoul ! tinggi die; 180 cm haha lagi tinggi dari aku laaa berat die; 63 kg warne fav.; BIRU yeah,, same mcm aku :) reti maen; guitar,, beatbox,, clarinet,, tapi clarinet tu time kecik laa,,, erm asl; Busan gelaran dlm CN BLUE; Emotional ! haha die; Vocalist + Leader CN BLUE fav. fruit; Apple suke minum; Air Soya ==" aku x suke,,!! huahua die ; x suke bace buku ! dulu skola attitude die; x de le baek mane ponn suke pegi Arcade =.=" blaja ponn; average je... ideal woman; FEMININE ! aku pas x?? o.O HAHAHA gurau,, gurau,, bykkn ?! hebat x aku STALKER?!

CN BLUE !

...... eiii,, baru insaaaf takot dosa tau ! =="pahal plakkk aku layan korea..korea.. nii da da merepek !! huh da x tau nk ckp ape lagiii huhu gi sambong LOVE RAIN laaaaa bye.!


yoooong~~ :D


Tuesday, March 13, 2012

143 ! I'm done,,,
huhu yeah lame x blogging ni so hari ni kite edit2 blog lah yee,,,
tarikh hari ni well 143 !! lawa kan tarikhnye ? ape 143? byk maknenye tapi slalunye famous dgn makne "i love you" tapi same skali tiade kene mengene ngan entri aku ! 143 aku adalah sebaliknye,,, :D


aku ; ape nk bwat ni penatt laa pkir bnde ni sakit aty x tau nape,, dah x tahan tross mcm ni mcm org bodo...
pieqa ; kalo ko x boleh tahan lupekn je,,
aku ; x tau nk bwat mcm mane,?! :-|
pieqa ; aku support kau ! jgn risau...
shefa ; yeah ! kitorg support kau ! kau boleh punye,,!!
nurul ; lupekn jee jln plg mudah :)
aku ; aku cube,, please support aku :(


yepp aku suke naw prasan,,, betol lah tu :) mesti rase aku annoying kan,,, HAHA sorry for that... anyway terime kaseh kerane kau stil kawan ngan aku mcm biase,,  aku senanye x expect pon kau bole act as if nothing happen,, but i was wrong.. skrg aku da sedar we were and never will be more than just friends,, haha yepp i've placed my hope too high but now i've thrown away all that hope... x aku tipu ade lagi senanye tapi x nk tarok tinggi2 ty kecewe !


yeah erm,, so CONGRATULATIONS ! to you b'cos i've almost sort out my feelings for you but there is just a little bit more left... tpi jgn risau it'll go away :D
psl essay aku tu pon sorry jgakk yeah mesti annoying kan kau bace tpi mmg realitinye it's one-sided pade mulenye it's fine tapi bile dah lame2 ni it hurts !! aku yakin memang one-sided kan?? HAHA wow it sounded very pathetic ! dah laa x nk ckp pape lagii,, thanks for reading :D

p/s: kalau aku salah baik kau betolkan :( tapi aku rase aku memang betol,,, :(
-Still Friends-

Saturday, February 18, 2012

being AN UPPER FORM !
man it's tough no kidding -.-" NEW friends,,, NEW subjects to learn ! NEW classmates,,, NEW teachers to get along with,,,, NEW class,,, NEW dormmates,,, and also a NEW chapter of life !

MID-YEAR EXAM dah teramat sangat bangat dekattt !!!


yeah tu laa misi aku balek rumah ini !! suda due malam STUDY pagi-petang pon studyy ! fyi, org yg b'name AMATULLAH AMIRAH x pnah studyy bile balek umah !! well this is something new :)
yes,, i do study because i want to and because i HAD to :| proud of me? HAHA sorry to disappoint you but korea,, tetap KOREA ! :p

HEARTSTRINGS !
katam sudaaa~!! haish time2 nk exam bole plakk aku tgk korea ekk,, aku risau dey nk exam niiii,, serious -.-" aku mcm x yakin je bole bwatt tapi aku x nk kecewakan parents aku so,, i'll do my best i promise :)

TARGET ; 1A+... 5A and NO FAIL !


huh well tu laa target aku so,, jgn la comment either i have to put it higher or whatever =.="
Besides,,, aku ade bende nk share psl "someone" ni well it's a HE and he WAS in my heart....
tpi ntah laa as time flies aku da x de rase pape daa well that's too sad cos i kinda challenge myself to like someone until the end of school but sadly i HAD to let go... see the difference?? it's HAD to not WANT to... well it doesn't give me or him any benefits anyway if i keep hanging on to him right ? it'll just cause me more sin ! and i was looking kinda pathethic longing for him for too long !! because he just don't care,! yea sorry to disappoint you.. you may not care about me but somehow i  do care about you which i shouldn't be,,, but i just do... aku nk je ckp kat kau bende nii ;


you know why?? because now i see you're trying too hard to be someone that you're not,, yea mugkin betol kau ckp kau kene act cara bebudk tu act kalau x nnti diorg kate kau sombong,,, tpi just jgn laa OVER ACT... i don't intend to make you sick because of this,, i'm just telling you as a friend.. i'm done with you :) can you do me a favor ?? bile aku ckp or tnye kau bole x kau jawab dgn serious i'm not asking you to be serious just answer the questions seriously,, aku x kn tnye laa klo bnde tu aku dah tau,,, x de mase aku nk tnye org bnde yg aku da tau... :) and i know that you're having a hard time this year,,, just be strong !



wlopon aku x tau ape yg kau tgh alami tpi aku tau kau tenga tension,,,, xyah laa stress sangat Allah x kn menguji hamaba-NYA kalau die x mampu,,, igt laa bnde tu,,, mugkin kesusahan kau skrg ialah 1 cara ntuk dosa kau di balas di dunia ni bersyukur lahh sbb kalau ia di balas kat akhirat mesti seksa ! atau Allah rindu nk mendengar keluhan hambanye sbb tu laa DIA bagi ujian :D so, kalau ade masalah ngadu la kat Allah sesungguhnye Allah MAHA mendengar and jangan laaa lepas geram kau dgn maki2 org or ckp bnde yg x bgi manfaat kat kau,,, aku memang x payah kisah sbb it's your life,, but i'm just doing my part as a friend :) n aku bukan bajet alim,, aku just nk tolong :)



yeah.. i'm trying to be tough ! byk dey bende dah jadik tahon ni,, sedar atau tidakk dah nk masok bulan MEI dah !! whether i like it or not next year SPM :D studyy aku stakat ni Alhamdulillah semuenye dipermudahkn oleh Ilahi,,, aku boleh adapt ngan BIO,, PHYSIC,, MATH MODE,, SEJ,, hehe ADD MATH.. CHEMIST.. on the way ! emmm,, classmates ? well about them.. they are absolutely-positively-FINE :D well tiade org carik gado ngan aku aku x kn carik gado ngan org,,, tpi ade je la sorg-dua yg aku x ngam ckit,,, sikit je hehe...

DORMMATES,, muahahahaha looooooooooove them damn much XD haha they all make me smile,, laugh,, cry bcos too much laughing,,,, smile,,, laugh then cry Alhamdulillah i'm grateful to have them ALL :D wuhooo my world is upside down with them around !  shahira farhana + nisa + una + wanie + aina + iffa + fitrah..... ramai sgt laaa haha jgn kecik aty yee x list,, kerane korg maseh ade dlm list hati aku :D




Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Cerite saye bulan ini,,! :D

First Week of Schooool,,,

Dilemma.Dilemma.Dilemma.Dilemma




nape ek?! aku gile maa nk masok aliran ape da naek form 4 ni,,!! sc tulen or sc agame?!?! muahaha aku ponn pegilah tnye semue org,,,, sume kate "kau mesti la budak agame,," "kau amek agame lee baru sesuai,,," "kau rupe budak agame lee" so, aq ponn masok le kelas agame,, tapi senanye kann ==" aku memang dah ade agame ponn ade ke bdak skolah kite rupe budak x de agame?? sengall~!!
tapi bile dah masokk rase something x kene la plakk aku rase semacam je,,, bile tnye parents aku diorg kate "Ikot diri s'diri laa jgn ikot org cakap,, kau yg nk blaja bukan diorg,," well that make sense.. so aku pon pindah le kelas sc tulen haha Edison plakk tu,, kenape edison??

pade mulenye aku ngaku le aku masok Edison sebab ikot org sbb dah ckp kt org tu aku ikot je die,,, tapi itu pade mulenye..!! after 2-3 hari aku dah tetap aku memang nk stayy edison not because i'm following people tapi sebab aku yg nak.!  lantak laa korg nk ckp ape korg ade mulot ckp le ape korg nk "Amat ikot budak tu?!" "Saje masok Edison sbb budak tu.!" cakap lahh ape korg mahu ckp aku x amek kesah :P yg aku tahu aku masok kelas tu sbb nk belajar ntok ilmu,, n exam dpt straight A+ ntok bwat parents aku happy :D

Second Week of Schooool,,,

BAKAT MUDA.bakat muda.BAKAT MUDA

Juare bakat mude 2012 :D


PROTON juare lagii lah kawann,!!! haha bpk excited aku.. padahal aku x de le tolong sgt ponn takat tengok2 kn bebudk ni practice jee tapi mmg stylo lah kn bakat mude yg di conduct oleh afnan & alya hehe aku ni sampingan je,,, bebudak form 1 group kitorg plakk sporting ! huh wlopon memule malu2 nk bwat....


semangatt wat latihan.!!

wei sabau je wei kite conduct form 1 bakat mude,, ade 6 hari je kott nk practice,!! dari hari 1-3 keje kitorg maen tuka2 idea je,!! x de idea langsong wei aku kasi cdgn suroh ochok aja K-POP kene tolakk last2 bwat jgak haha :D menang lak tu... lagu HANDS UP tu 2PM kott hot x?! o.O bdak pompuan form 1 pon hott sume blaja cepat pick up bagos,, bagos,,, ksian aku tgk bebudak yg ajar diorg menari mcm nk gilee dah sume balek dorm HAHA XD tapi Alhamdulillah masok ni dah 4 tahon,! proton johan bakat mude :D



hehe... sebab ni lah menang kott~!!

Third Week of Schoool,,,

hmmm,, minggu 3rd skolah nothing much laa,, aku studyy kat kelas mcm biase je,, HAHA tapi kesian.. kesian.. budak kelas aku ade sorang je hero ! walaupon pade mulenye aku rase die mcm akan give up je dok sensorg kat kelas tu n pindah balekk kelas agame tapi jangkaan aku salah la pulakk die boleh cope dudok kelas tu n menjadi lelaki tunggal :P dah le asyik kene buli!!!



AKU ajar Addmath =="


Chemist dah habess chapt. 2,,, Bio dah habess chapt. 2,,, ADDMATH dah habes chapt. 1,,, Physics dah habes chapt. 2,,, pergh memang x nk gile pulakk le kn blajau pecot2 ni!!! addmath blajau x leh blah laa sume muke after class pening lalat je rupe ==" naek cuti ni je dah le form 4 baru masokk,!!! hehe WELCOME to SISME ye guys ;D jgn risau,, kamie sume budakk baek-baek O;D + ade test pulakk naek cuti ni,!! relax,, relax,, better aku pegi studyy dari habes mase kt sisni ek,,! :D

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